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Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

Well as said before purplenotch will possibly be leaving soon so I'm already bummed about that and on top of that my formal girlfriend (the one with the cobra) well we arent together anymore. We have been one and off again for 5 years and just recently she decided she needed space. So its been tuff I really love this girl, shit thought we were gonna get married. But you know what I fucked up. So just want to tall you guys out ther if you have agood girl treat her right and all those times you think the grass is greener on the other sie its def. not. I can barely function right now and its killing me. i love this chick and im oing crazy. I should have been a better boyfriend. Hopefully she will come around and we can work it out.Ill tell you one thing I always put my cars first but thats def. going to change there is nothing more important than the one you love.And for all you out there stay away from here or i'll be looking for you! if anyone has any input on what they think i should do please post. Remember its been 5 years so this is really hard i mean we lived together. It sucks! if anyone has a time machine please pm so I can go back and fix all this... [Frown]

Posted by 95GTConvtACE (Member # 6399) on :

You are probably better off. If the girl you love doesn't understand your passion for cars then she probably is not the right girl for you. My ex was the same way. My girlfriend now, she buys me stuff for my car. You just need some time, trust me you will find the right girl that will treat you good even if you feel like wrenching on your car for eight hours. It is easier to find the right girl than get rid of your passion for cars. [patriot]

Posted by Cobra5.0Jeep (Member # 1482) on :

I had a bad week last week only because of work. Sucks being a manager [Frown]

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

Thanks man but she is a good girl. Honestly shes the best! i just F*** up. She is a really good girl. [Frown]

Posted by 95GTConvtACE (Member # 6399) on :

quote:
Originally posted by Cobra5.0Jeep:
I had a bad week last week only because of work. Sucks being a manager

Yeah, I know what you are talking about. Managers like myself get shit on everyday. My job is to take it in the ass from the customer and kiss their ass after they finish yelling at me. Oh well, can't beat the pay.

Posted by 95GTConvtACE (Member # 6399) on :

quote:
Originally posted by PurpleNotch:
Thanks man but she is a good girl. Honestly shes the best! i just F*** up. She is a really good girl.

I think our problem as men is that we take them for granted. After it is too late, they are gone. Oh well, shit happens and you move on.

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

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Originally posted by 95GTConvtACE:

quote:
Originally posted by PurpleNotch:
Thanks man but she is a good girl. Honestly shes the best! i just F*** up. She is a really good girl.
I think our problem as men is that we take them for granted. After it is too late, they are gone. Oh well, shit happens and you move on.

yah i hear ya in most cases i would, but she is the one man I just gotta stay strong she is the only one there is going to be no other girls thanks for the advice though . [patriot]

Posted by 95GTConvtACE (Member # 6399) on :

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Originally posted by PurpleNotch:

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Originally posted by 95GTConvtACE:

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Originally posted by PurpleNotch:
Thanks man but she is a good girl. Honestly shes the best! i just F*** up. She is a really good girl.
I think our problem as men is that we take them for granted. After it is too late, they are gone. Oh well, shit happens and you move on.
yah i hear ya in most cases i would, but she is the one man I just gotta stay strong she is the only one there is going to be no other girls thanks for the advice though .

Time can heal all wounds, no matter how deep the wound.

Posted by 87 (Member # 1549) on :

and by the way the grass is greener on the other side, but the only way you'll see that is with time.

Posted by Red00GT (Member # 5653) on :

bro i can kind of relate to your situation. me and my ex girl went out for 2 1/2 years (still not quite 5 years but still long). we didnt talk/ no communication for 4 months. we did live together as well. people do say the grass is greaner on the other side...but what they dont understand is that its hard to fall in love again. i mean i got with another girl..broke up with her 3 weeks later lol..shit just wasnt the same..i still cant get my ex outta my head. were friends now...and we do things that a couple would do...hardest part is not being able to kiss/hug or even hold her like i used to. time will heal everything. keep that in mind.

Posted by 87 (Member # 1549) on :

you can't say the grass isn't greener miami if you never seen tho. make sure you stay occupied as you can and just play it how u get it

Posted by SydeWayzSix (Member # 2222) on :

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Originally posted by PurpleNotch:
Well as said before purplenotch will possibly be leaving soon so I'm already bummed about that and on top of that my formal girlfriend (the one with the cobra) well we arent together anymore. We have been one and off again for 5 years and just recently she decided she needed space. So its been tuff I really love this girl, shit thought we were gonna get married. But you know what I fucked up. So just want to tall you guys out ther if you have agood girl treat her right and all those times you think the grass is greener on the other sie its def. not. I can barely function right now and its killing me. i love this chick and im oing crazy. I should have been a better boyfriend. Hopefully she will come around and we can work it out.Ill tell you one thing I always put my cars first but thats def. going to change there is nothing more important than the one you love.And for all you out there stay away from here or i'll be looking for you! if anyone has any input on what they think i should do please post. Remember its been 5 years so this is really hard i mean we lived together. It sucks! if anyone has a time machine please pm so I can go back and fix all this...

damn man...sorry to hear about that. I know EXACTLY how you feel though. I was in exact same situation about a year ago with my girlfriend of 4 years. Its tough and I too wasnt able to get over it. I literally went out with my boys 5 out of 7 days a week (it was during the summer) and I'd get drunk and try to ease the pain. I got into hella fights at bars/clubs because I just had the mentality of not giving a fuck about anything anymore. It was the longest and craziest summer of my life, but I got through it. If you are made to be with eachother, she will see that and soon be back in your life. Thats what happened to me....now all is good.

But as you wait it out these next few days-weeks-months....just hang around people your close with so they can support you. If you stay bummed at home or anything, you'll get REALLY depressed. So keep yourself busy, but out of trouble. She'll soon see that you have changed for the better and hopefully give you that second chance that you most definitely deserve.

Stay up Shaun [patriot]

Posted by two-gun kid (Member # 5891) on :

everything happens for a reason. [patriot]

Posted by svt306snake (Member # 1967) on :

give her some space and time man she will come back around its all good

Posted by CLEEN 50 (Member # 5867) on :

Damn Shaun sorry to hear about that. I couldn't even imagine if that happened to me. I would probably break down too. Its hard especially when you've been together as long as you 2 have. That person becomes a part of you and your soul. Don't let it go that easily, I'm sure alot of time and effort has went into this relationship and that in itself is reason enough to talk through it. I say if you think its meant to be, you let her know ASAP and talk it out with her. Again sorry to hear about that. Keep your head up. I usually go play basketball, get drunk, or go to sleep when I can't get something off my mind. Take care.

[ March 27, 2006, 11:52 AM: Message edited by: CLEEN 50 ]

Posted by Muskank (Member # 2351) on :

Yep it must be in the air--- both my brother and I are going through it. It sucks but I realize she was'nt right for me and we fought too much about stuff. They want to control everything you do but act like they doing it for you best interests.

Just think it's getting closer to Summer and there will be lots of girls out at the Lake etc.

Don't go back and try again. It will end badly and most of the trust is gone. I did it about 6 times. It won't be the same and arguments will get worse. They may forgive but they never forget.

Posted by 88DroptopGT (Member # 2535) on :

With whips like yours you should have no problem finding a replacement.

Posted by bottled02GT?? (Member # 1772) on :

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Originally posted by Red00GT:
bro i can kind of relate to your situation. me and my ex girl went out for 2 1/2 years....we did live together as well.

people do say the grass is greaner on the other side...but what they dont understand is that its hard to fall in love again. i mean i got with another girl..broke up with her 3 weeks later lol..shit just wasnt the same..i still cant get my ex outta my head. were friends now...and we do things that a couple would do...hardest part is not being able to kiss/hug or even hold her like i used to. time will heal everything. keep that in mind.

Damn bro u hit that one right on the head...I just moved home in jan. from living with my girl for 2 1/2 years, even though we'd been seperated( not together, yet still livin with eachother) for a # of months prior to me moving out.

We're still friends and i still do help her financially here and there. Its hard not being able to kiss/hold hands ne more or ne thing related. I spent all weekend with her and went to the SF tattoo convention all 3 days with her, even got her 2 new tats....i hate that i lost her at my own stupidity
Its so hard to try and love and care again, I WAS talkin to this girl since ive moved home and ended up pushin her away too. ITs hard and i feel you on that. And same as SydeWayzSix i went and am still going through just stayin busy with ne one i know drinkin, its hard on the body BUt sometimes its the only thing that helps keep you from thinkin... Let me know if u need somethin bro -Joe [patriot]

Posted by DOPE 50 (Member # 5892) on :

dAMN I THINK THAT JUST EVERYONE IS JUST BREAKING UP,i too have just recentlly just broke up with me and my girl and part of it was that i never spent time with her and put alot of time into my cars and just tryin to work alot to save up for this summer oh well i loved this girl i too thought that i was going to marry her,right now its to the point where we cant even be friends im probably sure shes already moved on but oh well i just have to get over it because im still young and have my future in front of me and thats way more important then just stayin home and be dpressed and stuff,im sorry if im being blunt but i just have to be realistic about it,a girl from work told me that her aunt that is like a doctor said there was some study that this month March is known for alot of break ups and alot of Madness or some BS like that i and i totally believe it this month has been the hardest for me in everyway,Shaun good luck with your girl man and like some people said already if it was meant to be she will come back,just dont push things because she will pull away,i had to learn the hard way [patriot]

Posted by FoRdGiRl (Member # 6279) on :

well no break ups for me and sad to say I feel were ur all coming from but when worse things happen in life just makes that stuff small but also reminds us life is short so value ur relationships and the time you have w people [patriot]

Im sorry about your break up but honestly if u feel the way you say you do you need to be telling her all this not us she might not realize that you do care as much about her as you do we tend to always look at the bad things so shes probably still dwelling on how much she felt unloved or you put other things before her she might actually be thinkin maybe you dont care that much since your letting her go so easily who really knows but one things for sure you definilty need to tell her and whats meant to be will be but we do have to put in a lil work to get the things we want. I think people give up to easily on relationships these days and are always thinkin of what else is out there and wanting more or better when most of us have somethign good in front of us we dont realize till its too late because we take things for granted best of luck to all of you nice to see some men can admit their feelings and when they fucked up and see and appreciate they had/have a good girl [patriot]

and if it doesnt work out best thing to get over someone is someone new it might not fix everythign at once and like glenn said they probably wont be her or make you feel like she did but after enough of them you might find someone new that makes u just as happy if not happier [patriot]

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

Wow guys you guys for the most part are great and it makes me feel better just having some nice post back here. i am going to do everyhting i can to make this one work out somehow in th end. And i have told here these things and she knows. I just pushed and pushed and this is how things ended up. Well like most of you said i feel the same way things happen for a reason. I feel this is going on to make me realize how f** i treated her and that she was a princess and should have been treated like one. Im slowly (26 years) figuring out how girls need to be treated. it sucks it has to be with this girl because I have had many girls and been in and out of love with others but shes different. i guess time will tell. Thanks for all the good advice guys you all kick ass. i just gotta keep myself busy now. I got a haircut and a new phone hey its a start im just trying to keep busy. Talk to you guys soon. and for all those guys with the grass IS greener on the other side it never is if the girl that your with is the one. And just to make things clear here this happened not because of another girl it happeed because we fought allot but i truly love her it will work itself out... i hope... [Frown]

Posted by 94gt (Member # 3060) on :

Man, I can relate to all of you. I dated my x-wife for 3.5 years before I left for basic training and tech school... after school and my PCS to Travis, it was almost 5 years that we had been together. I thought when we got married that it was going to last forever...

So, imagine my suprise and heatbreak when I returned after being gone for only 1 month that she couldnt do the military spouse role. [Frown]

It sucked. Never leave your girl for an extended amount of time if she's upset. [Frown]

The best thing you can do is keep busy, be kind to her, and give it time. Another thing that helps is chilling with your boys and having a beer or 5... its amazing how much it helps to BS with your boys over a few brews.

If I'm ever in your neck of the woods, I'll buy man. [patriot]

Posted by 02GeeTee (Member # 5905) on :

I've had that kind of week. But, I'm having an even worse month. Or rather, the worst 27 days ever. [Frown]

Posted by v-town coupe (Member # 2771) on :

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Originally posted by 88DroptopGT:
With whips like yours you should have no problem finding a replacement.

wayy funny!!!

Posted by 87 (Member # 1549) on :

im stickin to my guns, the grass is greener [Whoo Whooooo!]

Posted by Eddie510 (Member # 2354) on :

i just got out of an 4 year relation ship. Fuck Bitches [Whoo Whooooo!]

ill tell you that from the bottom of my ball sack. real shit. i feel better in a while, just find me another one, just like they are. new pussy and new dick for them [Whoo Whooooo!]

Posted by JohnB (Member # 969) on :

Strip clubs, Lap dances, and Southern Comfort fix everything. I don't care what y'all say. [Wink]

JUST KIDDING. Keep your head up, it can only get better. If it's meant to be, it'll be. Otherwise, press on...

Posted by gercolla1 (Member # 3068) on :

quote:
Originally posted by Eddie510:
i just got out of an 4 year relation ship. Fuck Bitches ill tell you that from the bottom of my ball sack. real shit. i feel better in a while, just find me another one, just like they are. new pussy and new dick for them

Gracias!

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

Thanks for the talk tonight Lauren you def. helped me threw a tough time tonight. Im glad I have friends like you to be there for me or i might hve just gone crazy. Thank you. Im not really any better but at least i think i can make it threw the night. [Frown]

this sucks

Posted by andyman_2k01 (Member # 1448) on :

if it was mean't to be, then it was mean't to be and time will fix all wounds. if not, moving on is going to be hard but it is something you have to kinda prepare for ahead time. if she's the one like you say, i hope everything works out for you. good luck

Posted by andyman_2k01 (Member # 1448) on :

remember...you can't see the good times without the bad

Posted by BlkPina (Member # 934) on :

wow! i think it's amazing how much you love this girl. a lot of girls would wish to have that from a guy but you'll heal.... trust everyone. it seems hard but if you occupy yourself, it wont affect you (as much). i just got out of something too a couple months ago and now i'm just starting to feel better. i kinda felt how you just said you felt. just keep your head up. i love happy endings and i hope everything works out for the better for the both of you. [Smile]

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

Thanks for the help guys but this shit aint getting any better its just getting worse. Everyday i just kick myself in the ass for being so stupid and just not treating her like a princess i was always to worried about what car show was coming up or what social car event was going on. Im telling you guys this has almost put me out of this car scene. it makes me want to sell all the shit and just have no cars. i always had my attention on the wrong thing. it should have been her. i have high anxiety problems already this sure aint helping. and with being out of work right now i have way too much time to sit and dwell on this i though we were gonna get married. I should have done it when i had the chance. now with her gone i probably never will. Life sucks. she was my best friend too. so what to do now... [Frown]

Posted by mtbaughs (Member # 4052) on :

Shaun, if you really feel for this girl do something that she'd never expect you to do. Say there is an issue you two never agreed upon....well change that issue or show her that the way she feels about a certain something is more important than how you feel about it. Make sure that any decisions you make you can live with...not for the short term but the long term. Otherwise it'll just be off again on again relationship. She might not react positively at first, you may have to try several things. Don't get down and depressed around her... remember you are the Man...keep a positive attitude and let her know you are not giving up but not in such a way that she feels too much pressure.

Really THINK about whether or not she is the one for you or if you just can't let go of someone who is almost right for you but some things are missing... a relationship that is on again off again is usually because some needs are being met but not all of them... good luck

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

well tonight everything fell apart. this is serious she said shes gone. To be honest with you guys i cried for hours i can barely keep it together right now. i dont even want to go home tonight. im just driving around nd stopped at a parking lot. The one thing that i never wanted to do was have this girl in any pain and all i caused was pain. I have made the biggest mistake of my life not doing the right things. She is the one. I thought she was my true love i mean i still am in love with her. I guess we will have to see maybe she will realize when im not there that she does care for me. The hardest thing is we lived together and were togethre for almost 6 years not all good some bad but we still have all this time invested. And she was my bestfriend, we did everything together. Im so alone. i dont want any pitty and i know im suppose to be a man but when your in love with someone this muh there is no shame in showing your true colors. my heart aches so bad it keeps me up. All i can do is be angry at myself for letting it get to this point. Again I really appreciate the help you guys have given me , the support and the pm there are allot of good guys here! thanks so much this might be one of the only outlets i have to talk about this and it makes me feel a little better knowing you guys are her for me. Thanks again [patriot]

Posted by modular (Member # 6599) on :

With all you have confessed, Im gonna have to say you couldnt have been that bad!! You dont just realize when things are bad how you feel Im guessing you showed it and she knows. Dont be so hard on yourself. Its an addiction you have to get over, its hard and its gonna be hard in your case. THINGS WILL GET BETTER! Family! Family is what you need. Hang out with your brother. The old go out and get a new one may not work for you for a while either try to get a new routine and stick with it. Stay occupied as much as possible.

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

quote:
Originally posted by modular:
With all you have confessed, Im gonna have to say you couldnt have been that bad!! You dont just realize when things are bad how you feel Im guessing you showed it and she knows. Dont be so hard on yourself. Its an addiction you have to get over, its hard and its gonna be hard in your case. THINGS WILL GET BETTER! Family! Family is what you need. Hang out with your brother. The old go out and get a new one may not work for you for a while either try to get a new routine and stick with it. Stay occupied as much as possible.

thanks bro on the real. im just trying to make new friends now, ones that will be there for me i have never had real friends a few but i had to cut most of them off. thanks bro good looking out i hope this works out cause im doing pretty rough. [Frown]

Posted by 89point. (Member # 6078) on :

hey purplenotch im right there with you now man, my girls says i dont treat her right either we are kinda of trying to work it out i gueess we have to since we live together. i dont want to throw away 4 years for nothing. i guess i will have to work on my temper and atitude and the way i treat her.

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

i lived with her too man if you guys seperate than you will really realize how she neded to be treated. please dont make the same mistakes i did treat her right man for real becuase honestly if you love this girl like i love my ex you wont want to put your selfs threw it. im so upset i didnt make the right choices and now im alone depressed and not caring about anything. you dont want to be like me please make things right if you want it to work [patriot]

im still

i need my girl back. this is the worst time of my life [Frown]

Posted by SydeWayzSix (Member # 2222) on :

shaun....man, i seriously know how you're feeling right now, trust me. I can seriously relate to you just not wanting to go home and parking your car just anywhere because you feel so "lost"....but dude, DONT DO THAT. Sitting and dwelling on it will make you feel worse, especially if she acts all "cool and ok" when you see her. She most likely feels extra confident now that she knows she has you in the palm of her hand. But seriously, the last thing you want her to do is see you crying and acting sad about the situation. Trust me, show her that you're having fun too. Dont involve any new girls or anything like that, but just show her you CAN go on without her. If its really meant to be, she'll see how you CAN live wothout her, and then she'll be the one to be sad and shit. Then, she will come back to you, scared that you're having too much fun and that you might leave her for someone else.

So keep your head-up and stay positive. I know its A LOT easier said than done, but try it. Get a couple drinks with your brother, cousins, and/or friends...but hang out with people that truely care for you. You'll always feel sad when you get home and dwell upon it, but as long as you're around good people, then your mind wont be on her and you'll find yourself feeling a lot better.

Stay up bro [patriot]

Posted by NavidR (Member # 3164) on :

your story is funny and I know what you are goint through......I'm SORRY, see about 3 years ago I broke up with my girl and she was the love of my life, I still love her so much, when she left I DIED and for about a year I DIED. I too was a bad boyfriend, I too put my cars first, I think I spend more time with my cars then her. We were together about 4 years. When she left I realized what I had done wrong, I realized that If i had a second chance I would do thing differently, I too wished for a time machine.............I know its hard and I trully know what you are going through.

For me it took 1 year to move on and I still miss her sometimes but I'm happy, I have a girlfriend that loves me so much and is okay with me being a car fanatic. Actually I think she loves cars more then I do.

See Time will heal all pain and there is nothing you can do to heal your pain. Time will heal your pain. I PROMISS, trust me it healed my pain. So just take it One Day at a time, somedays it will be harder then others.

Best of luck and Pm me anytime you want to talk

Navid

Posted by bottled02GT?? (Member # 1772) on :

sorry to hear it got worse, and from my earlier reply i know what it means especailly when u lived with them. I was there to. PM me sometime ill take u out for a drink -Joe

Posted by SydeWayzSix (Member # 2222) on :

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Originally posted by SpdDevl:

quote:
Originally posted by SydeWayzSix:
Sitting and dwelling on it will make you feel worse, especially if she acts all "cool and ok" when you see her. She most likely feels extra confident now that she knows she has you in the palm of her hand. But seriously, the last thing you want her to do is see you crying and acting sad about the situation. Trust me, show her that you're having fun too. Dont involve any new girls or anything like that, but just show her you CAN go on without her. If its really meant to be, she'll see how you CAN live wothout her, and then she'll be the one to be sad and shit. Then, she will come back to you, scared that you're having too much fun and that you might leave her for someone else.
From a girl's point of view, I completely agree with this statement.

i know how you girls work...EVIL minds [Mad]

J/K Lauren...but I know that atleast most girls think this way. [Embarrassed]

Shaun...keep your head up bro. Just stay strong, or atleast act like it when you're around her [patriot]

Posted by Blu50Stang (Member # 489) on :

Damn Shaun, I just saw this thread. As others have said, keep your head up and know that things will get better. Try not to dwell on this too much and above all else, remember that you've got friends here. As always, if you need anything, you've got my number.

Posted by 87 (Member # 1549) on :

you know what too, im sure you're pretty young, and at a young age you gotta do what you want when you want. You can't really let anyone hold you back becuase it's your life and not anyone else. If she couldn't understand that then that's her problem. i mean i think at least.

but then there's always the otherside of not realizing what you had now that you don't have it. just stay up bro you'll make it past.

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

Thanks guys for the helpful post but this isnt going good for real. i mean i wake up every morning sick to my stomach, i can barely eat andi can barely go to sleep at night. Seriously im a wreck guys i try to take my mind off things and do what i got to do but i cant i just feel so sick. I try not to think about it so i can make it threw the day but honestly i cant. Im just tired of feeling so sick. When i do finally fall asleep i just dont want to wake up becuase once i do I hurt again shit im even hurting whileim sleeping. I need some medicine or something to relax my body so i can be calm this sucks and it dosent feel right at all. Any suggestions. I want to eat and I want to sleep but I just cant. This is driving me crazy i just want a noraml day to go on eat do things and sleep and ever since we broke up I cant. This pain is really real and it hurts. [Frown]

Posted by hidnn.o.s. (Member # 1219) on :

I assure you this is for the better. I can say this, BECAUSE I have always found that everything happens for a reason. You may not like the reason, but this may save you heartache down the road etc.

I only met you once but know you are a much stronger person than this.

Goodluck Shaun [patriot]

Posted by SydeWayzSix (Member # 2222) on :

Damn...I'm sorry to hear that things are still rough [Frown]

What do you do the majority of the day...work, chill, clean?? If you're just sitting around the house, I highly recommend you get up and go do something. Also, do you still see her often? If you do, try your hardest to hold back and lose contact with her...SERIOUSLY. The more you talk to her and see her, the more pain you're going to feel when you don't talk to her or see her. I'm not saying to move on or anything...I'm just saying to give her taht needed space. Its the ONLY WAY that she will realize that she really does need you. If you can find the strength to do this for at least 3-4 days straight, I'm sure you'll feel a lot better.

Trust me Shaun, I been there and done that. Take it slow and in no time, something will change for the better. Like evryone has said, just keep yourself busy. If you're not currently working, I would suggest you consume your time by working on your truck or doing something you're devoted to. I know when I'm mad and shit, I start doing something to my car, even just cleaning it, and my anger just gets out of my head and those thoughts are erased.

Hit me up if you want to talk or something. I know exactly how you're feeling man. Stay up [patriot]

Posted by CLEEN 50 (Member # 5867) on :

Hey Shaun,

I would go to the doctor if you start feeling sick, they may be able to prescribe an anti-depressant for right now. If not take some Vicodin to relax you and calm you down. If you wanna toke LMK its on me.
[patriot]

-Gus

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

well just got back from the doctor. They prescribed me a few different drugs (mainly anti depressants) to try and help with my not sleeping and eating.shit i already lost 10 pounds and i dont have much to spare these days im already skinny! Also prescribed some consouling and blood work. i really dont want to be on medication but if it helps i guess thats what Im going to have to do. i miss her so much Id give anything to have her in my life again. if some miracle happens and she does come back, im telling you one thing im never letting go. i have been threw allot of breakup and seperations before but this one is the worst. i guess sometimes you dont even realize you have true love untill something really bad happens and than you realize. I know i messed up all i can do now is give her the time she needs because thats what she wanted. If she really loves me and wants to have me back in her life she will when shes ready if not than this will be one of the hardest lessons in life that ill have to deal with. if could change things i would but for now i just pray allot. i just want to know she is okay and that she is healthy. This girl meant the world to me and to not be by her side right now is super hard and i thank you guys here for the support for real thank you! [patriot]

Posted by n8y8 (Member # 6048) on :

Man I was just going to say you should go see a doctor. In the state you are in you can create some serious chemical/hormonal in-balances within your body that can actually have a real bad effect on you. I think you are taking the best step with the counseling and prescriptions meds. Other than that man just try to stay strong and as much as possible stay in the company of a friend or family member. I dont know you but I had a close friend go through some serious depression when his parents passed. Depression is nothing to take for granted. Feel for ya, homie stay strong. Not sure if you are a religious or God fearing man, but if you are church and prayer can work wonders.

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

Thanks guys its been a long hard day. for the praying all i do right now is pray to god for the safety of my ex. I pray for god to follow her and make sure she is okay and no harm comes her way and to keep her healthy. I love this chick more than anything and even though i am upset right now and frustrated and in allot of pain i dont want her to be. So yes i pray and hopefully things will work out in the end this girl was one in a million and to have that chance again would sure as heck be a miracle but im trying to keep good hope. thanks guys you are all really helping me make threw these hard days and to the ones here that have called me and helped me even more thank you so much without friends like you a guy like me wouldnt be able to make it. [patriot]

Posted by PurpleNotch (Member # 2902) on :

You know i once heard a saying if you love someone let them go and if they return than its true love...i'm starting to think this guy that made this saying was never in love cause it hurts to all hell wondering if love will come back. i miss my baby. Hopefully one day soon she can be in my arms again where she belongs. Pray for me fellas. [Frown]

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