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Posted by SPTVENM (Member # 7080) on :
 
anyone ever think about or scared of passing on?

i try not to think about but sometimes i do. i have a heart transplant some of u know and most didnt and it scares me sometimes. i been through ALOT of shit and was not fun and scared to possibably go through it again or die or something, but i kinda try to live everyday like its my last and have fun. doctors tell me im heathy and can live a long time, but just kinda scary when u think about it. i know u can walk out ur house and get shot or whatever but iono.......just kinda thinking/ranting since i been having panic attacks lately and the doesnt help my thinking

[ August 18, 2009, 12:29 AM: Message edited by: SPTVENM ]
 
Posted by CALIFORNIAGT (Member # 7845) on :
 
umm for reals nigga everyday where gettin older i think about this sometimes shit i thought i was the only one. i live my life day like it its my last day. never treatin people like shit and respecting my elders helping people out much ass possible , becasue your never gonna no when god calls you man and hes gonna look at you and the bad shit done and be like BURN IN HELL! man fuck that [patriot]
 
Posted by solbrothers (Member # 7524) on :
 
you are scared if you arent confident about where you are going.
 
Posted by smokealot (Member # 3108) on :
 
yup, life is a trip. some people have it easy, and others have it harder.
that's why i stay hungry i stay humble, and i'm always very greatfull for what i have. yeee [patriot]

[ August 18, 2009, 02:19 AM: Message edited by: smokealot ]
 
Posted by CALIFORNIAGT (Member # 7845) on :
 
HERE YOU GO JUST SIT BACK AND LISTIN GRAB YOUR DRANK BLUNT WHATEVER LISTIN UP
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLEuGEIe8v0&feature=related
 
Posted by svfreerider87 (Member # 5748) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by solbrothers:
you are scared if you arent confident about where you are going.
very true.
 
Posted by LX306hatch (Member # 9151) on :
 
"Live every day like its your last" "you only live once" life is to short keep happy and stay possitive
 
Posted by venomous99 (Member # 1917) on :
 
i dont trip out about passing on but more about other ppl that are close to me passing away and thinking about how it may be with that void.
 
Posted by SPTVENM (Member # 7080) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by solbrothers:
you are scared if you arent confident about where you are going.
im a good person and im sure i'll go to a good place. never done much wrong. just scared because when ur older u think more about stuff. when i had my transplant when i was 9...i didnt think about shit i didnt know any better, now that im 22....i think about what i been through and what can happen and just scary sometimes [Frown]
 
Posted by SPTVENM (Member # 7080) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by LX306hatch:
"Live every day like its your last" "you only live once" life is to short keep happy and stay possitive
thanks [patriot]
 
Posted by SPTVENM (Member # 7080) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by venomous99:
i dont trip out about passing on but more about other ppl that are close to me passing away and thinking about how it may be with that void.
that is another thing. what am i to do when i dont have my mom and dad......gonna be very hard for me, but im sure i will be ok [Confused] [Embarrassed]
 
Posted by CALIFORNIAGT (Member # 7845) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by SPTVENM:
quote:
Originally posted by venomous99:
i dont trip out about passing on but more about other ppl that are close to me passing away and thinking about how it may be with that void.
that is another thing. what am i to do when i dont have my mom and dad......gonna be very hard for me, but im sure i will be ok [Confused] [Embarrassed]
shit my nigga that makes to of us i dont have a mom or dad lost them both [Frown]
 
Posted by SPTVENM (Member # 7080) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by CALIFORNIAGT:
quote:
Originally posted by SPTVENM:
quote:
Originally posted by venomous99:
i dont trip out about passing on but more about other ppl that are close to me passing away and thinking about how it may be with that void.
that is another thing. what am i to do when i dont have my mom and dad......gonna be very hard for me, but im sure i will be ok [Confused] [Embarrassed]
shit my nigga that makes to of us i dont have a mom or dad lost them both [Frown]
na i still have them im just sayin when they do go, i dont know what im gonna do....... [Frown]

very sorry for ur loss cuzzin must be hard for u bro along with everyone else that doesnt have their parents [Frown]
 
Posted by SAMACH1 (Member # 7042) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by venomous99:
i dont trip out about passing on but more about other ppl that are close to me passing away and thinking about how it may be with that void.
same..
 
Posted by AL STOCK (Member # 1852) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by SAMACH1:
quote:
Originally posted by venomous99:
i dont trip out about passing on but more about other ppl that are close to me passing away and thinking about how it may be with that void.
same..
x3

Too many precious memories with all the loved ones here.

I don't fear dying, i ride a motorcycle and somtimes do some retarted shit, it's just one of those things.
 
Posted by 50 Deep (Member # 6216) on :
 
Yeah man ish trips me out sometimes. The inevitablility of it all. Think about all those before and all those who will come after. But its best not something to dwell on. The astronomical odds of you being born and having the specific conciousness you do is already trippy enough. That's why its not woth spending time trippn on the small bullshit life throws @ you. Cuz in the end it won't even matter. All you can do is seize the day homie.pray to whomever you pray too, and if that's not ur thing just be thankful u got a shot 2 be here.
 
Posted by fasthatch (Member # 7277) on :
 
watch some kill them self in front of you that will give a whole out look on life it did for me
 
Posted by sharkattack (Member # 645) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by fasthatch:
watch some kill them self in front of you that will give a whole out look on life it did for me
Been there, done that. Depends on how you look at it. If your objective about it then it's not a biggie. People react differently to different things.
 
Posted by SPTVENM (Member # 7080) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by 50 Deep:
Yeah man ish trips me out sometimes. The inevitablility of it all. Think about all those before and all those who will come after. But its best not something to dwell on. The astronomical odds of you being born and having the specific conciousness you do is already trippy enough. That's why its not woth spending time trippn on the small bullshit life throws @ you. Cuz in the end it won't even matter. All you can do is seize the day homie.pray to whomever you pray too, and if that's not ur thing just be thankful u got a shot 2 be here.
[patriot]
 
Posted by xvt's 85 5.0 (Member # 4765) on :
 
"Pain and death are part of life. To reject them is to reject life itself." Henry Havelock
 
Posted by turbo50 (Member # 6700) on :
 
I used to be afraid of dieing especially after seeing all the pain it caused myself and my family and friends when my little brother died.

Now that I had heart problems and then a pulmonary embolism that nearly killed me I am 100% not afraid of dieing. The only thing I worry about is the family and friends I would leave behind and how they would feel.

Death is the last cycle in life.

It is inevitable. It is something that cannot be avoided.

Dont be afraid of it.

I appreciate life soooo much more now that I have been through those rough times. I also appreciate my health a lot more since being in bad health.

I have my affairs in order, life insurance, trust executors etc. Make sure those are in order, regardless.

I feel like you should make the best out of your life but in the end, when it is your time it is your time.

Nothing to be afraid of.
 
Posted by SPTVENM (Member # 7080) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by turbo50:
I used to be afraid of dieing especially after seeing all the pain it caused myself and my family and friends when my little brother died.

Now that I had heart problems and then a pulmonary embolism that nearly killed me I am 100% not afraid of dieing. The only thing I worry about is the family and friends I would leave behind and how they would feel.

Death is the last cycle in life.

It is inevitable. It is something that cannot be avoided.

Dont be afraid of it.

I appreciate life soooo much more now that I have been through those rough times. I also appreciate my health a lot more since being in bad health.

I have my affairs in order, life insurance, trust executors etc. Make sure those are in order, regardless.

I feel like you should make the best out of your life but in the end, when it is your time it is your time.

Nothing to be afraid of.
Glad ur doin ok. im sorry to hear bout ur brother....i see that we understand each other since we've both had life and death experiences.

Thanks for posting up your opinion and Positivity [patriot]
 
Posted by fr5.0 (Member # 8652) on :
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qcj215y9m4&feature=related
 
Posted by SHOalex (Member # 7720) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by fr5.0:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qcj215y9m4&feature=related
The guy who says god is for pussies wow dude... You got some kind of front going
 
Posted by SPTVENM (Member # 7080) on :
 
quote:
Originally posted by SHOalex:
quote:
Originally posted by fr5.0:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qcj215y9m4&feature=related
The guy who says god is for pussies wow dude... You got some kind of front going
who said that? the vid?

[ August 18, 2009, 08:41 PM: Message edited by: SPTVENM ]
 
Posted by Yaterstang (Member # 7659) on :
 
Just like Ice Cube said, "If u scared go to church nigga!"
 




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